“Study to be quiet, and to do your own
business, and to work with your
own hands…That you may walk honestly toward
them that are
without, and that ye may have lack of
nothing.”
I Thessalonians 4:11
I am drawn to the
quiet life, the meditative life, the life outside of the camp where the tent of
God is pitched. I am drawn to the simple
life, the life with a lot of empty space, not waiting to be filled but
intentionally left empty and spacious.
I love God, Jesus,
and the Holy Spirit with all my heart, mind, and soul. I desire to dwell in God’s Presence all the
days of my life. The quandary I deal
with regularly in my wake with God is that I find such conflict with
Institutional Christianity and Church. I
have tried to fit my faith into that form and mold and have failed at every
try. At times I thought it was my
fault. At times I thought it was the
Institution’s fault. I am tired of
trying and tired of trying to find fault.
I just want to live a simple and quiet life in the Presence of God, His
Son, and His Holy Spirit.
What can I study
to be quiet? Nature is quiet;
mindfulness and meditation is quiet, bringing inner awareness; working with my
hands is quiet, either creating things that are functional to use or creating
things that are beautiful to admire.
Seeing life and work as sacred helps me honor time as sacred. I am a part of any process I put my mind and
hands into. There is a give and take of
energy that prevents me from becoming exhausted and provides me with
enrichment.
There is a flow of
life energy in stillness. I have felt
that life energy while walking in an ancient forest, while sitting in a canoe
on an undisturbed lake, and while observing an empty field. Life is growing and transforming, yet all is
silent and still. Worshipping God in
Spirit and Truth is entering into the stillness of life and connecting with the
energy that comes from God, the same energy that created all of life; that
created me.
I am drawn to the quiet life, the meditative
life; the life lived outside of the camp where God dwells. That is where I feel most at home and most at
peace and that is where I study to be.
My business is loving God with all my heart, mind, and soul; obeying God
with all my heart, and loving my neighbor, which in reality is everyone, as
myself. The cares of the world, of
Christianity, and of the Church are God’s business, not mine. He knows in fullness; I know only in part. I am called to pray for the things of God not
criticize or try to correct them.
“God is in heaven and you are on earth,
So let your words be few.”
Ecclesiastes 5:2
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