Books upon books,
sermons upon sermons, teachings upon teachings have all been done on the
subjects of theology, philosophy, and evangelization. Two of my previous mentors have been giving
the same message, saying the same words about revival for over forty
years. Classes and programs on
discipleship have come and gone and come again over the years. All of these are good things, important
things, things that I have participated in for most of my life. But at some point one has to consider and
ask; are they making a difference in the Church, in the world, or more
important in the lives of individuals?
As I grow older I
find myself changing from my youthful zeal to know everything under the sun
about everything, especially about Religion.
Now I find myself zealous to deaccumulate much of what I have read,
heard, and studied. I find myself
withdrawing from the multitude of teachers I surrounded myself with, attending
conference after conference, and reading book after book. For a season it was good…but a new season has
come. I find myself content with the One
teacher Jesus sent to teach me; the very One I began my Christian Journey
with. I find myself keeping clear and
far from the maddening crowd of “mega this” and “super sized that”, and
returning to my “small is beautiful” way of life.
The big, loud, and
overly assertive Christian Movement wasn’t sustainable for me. Celebrity Christianity wasn’t sustainable for
me. I found myself seeking the still
small voice simply saying, “Come and follow me”. I found myself contently nourished with the
knowledge and wisdom I found in the Scriptures and in watching nature as they
revealed God to in a holistic and organic way.
I found myself satisfied and at peace in the silence and stillness of the
sacred times I spend with God, alone in His Presence.
Jesus came to give
life. When I abide in that life the
theology, philosophy, and evangelization will come quietly and fully to support
that life. As to the books, sermons, and
teachings, I take care; sometimes having too much of a good thing can be
distracting and just as destructive as not having anything.
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